Dedicated to my wife and children

Lead me by Sanctus Real

 

 

I look around and see my wonderful life,

almost perfect from the outside.

In picture frames, I see my beautiful wife,

always smiling. But on the inside, I can hear her saying...

 

"Lead me with strong hands, stand up when I can't.

Don't leave me hungry for love,

chasing dreams. What about us?

Show me you're willing to fight,

that I'm still the love of your life.

I know we call this our home,

but I still feel alone"

 

 

I see their faces, look in their innocent eyes,

they're just children from the outside.

I'm working hard, I tell myself they'l be fine,

they're independent,

but on the inside, I can hear them saying...

 

"Lead me with strong hands, stand up when I can't.

Don't leave me hungry for love,

chasing dreams, but what about us?

Show me you're willing to fight,

that I'm still the love of your life.

I know we call this our home,

but I still feel alone"

 

So Father, give me the strenght,

to be everything I'm called to be.

Oh Father, show me the way to lead them,

won't you lead me?

To lead them with strong hands,

to stand up when they can't.

Don't want to leave them hungry for love,

chasing things that I could give up.

I'll show them I 'm willing to fight,

and give them the best of my life,

so we can call this our home.

So lead me, 'cause I can't do this alone.

Father, lead me,

'cause I can't do this alone.

 

 



Still fighting

This is meant to be an update on my progress on becoming a better me.
I am still fighting my inner demons, but I am in a better place mentally and spiritually speaking.
I am far from perfect ( Yeah, I know, the old cliché gets inserted here, "Nobody is") but, really, I am a long way from conquering all my fears and from getting over the trauma caused by earlier events. I am now more willing to confront these squeletons and let the inner child to grow and mature progressively, there's still some catching up to do, and although sometimes it feel like going uphill, I am still counting on my Higher Power for support.