I was reading online "la sombra del viento" which I had saved couple of days earlier in pdf format. I was reading as I normally do, I starting to have a hard time making out the small font, but more accurately it is a medium size font, so I resorted to magnify it by pressing shift-command-+. Two clicks and presto, I can read it without straining my eyes.
I restarted to read the text again and all of a sudden I felt a combination of dizziness and panic, I felt like I could not breath easy and normal. I felt,, as it had happened before, an impending doom, as if I am going to drop dead and nobody is around to help me. Help me how? you ask. That's the thing, I don't know the answer.
Anyway I needed to put this on record for now, before it fades out. Lucidity seems a luxury right now. I will try to come back later and elaborate. I worry about Junior, he may need my help and I want to be able to help him in anyway I can.
I restarted to read the text again and all of a sudden I felt a combination of dizziness and panic, I felt like I could not breath easy and normal. I felt,, as it had happened before, an impending doom, as if I am going to drop dead and nobody is around to help me. Help me how? you ask. That's the thing, I don't know the answer.
Anyway I needed to put this on record for now, before it fades out. Lucidity seems a luxury right now. I will try to come back later and elaborate. I worry about Junior, he may need my help and I want to be able to help him in anyway I can.
